He's gone for a month and a half...

My husband is gone on another mini Deployment for a month and a half 

it's not much but any day i'm without him feels like forever it's only been a day or soo and i'm already going krazzy i miss him too much and my outta wack hormones aren't helping either..

I just really hope this sacrifice and time apart pays off seriously 

he has not been able to assist to not one of our baby's(twins) appointments do you know how bad that sucks ??

well if your a military wife you'll understand and if your not you never will instead you'll think "O gee how hard can it be" right? well until you put yourself  once in  our shoes, shoes that we fill with a ton of LOVE and PRIDE only until then will you understand.

Though i guess it's a little hard to explain when so many people are so ignorant and don't see

what the families of these men (us) have to go through.

You ever ask yourself what you would do without your husband day and night for almost a whole yr?, or having to take care of a house hold and pay all the bills on your own while he's gone?, Not only that but wake up in the morning and have the strength to do so because you have a family to take care of and that counts on you? No i'm afraid you have no clue. Well that's what we go through the ones they leave behind the ones who stand proud and wait the ones who they as well are proud to call there wives 

yes us were the one's that make our men strong with words of Encouragement,Love and Appreciation.
I don't mean to preach about this stuff but like i said before it's sad how blind people are to the sacrifices we make instead they sit there and judge either were gold diggers,sluts or were just not enough it's soo stupid the labels they have all us military wives under. 
Anyway i'm done venting for the night i'm exhausted just had to let all that out♥